Fuck it

I kind of wish I hadn't had to see you. I wasn't thinking about you anymore. I had too much other stress and drama going on to even worry about it. Seeing you didn't like, remind me of any feelings. I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore like that. It just reminded me of how shitty that situation made me feel. 

I know I said I wanted to still be friends but the thing is, I don't really want anything from you. I don't think you have anything to give even as a friend. You make zero effort and when I see you I just. Idk. I don't have anything to say to you. I'd rather just not see or speak to you again. 

I really think you need to know what you did. I mean, if you're gonna act like the perfect guy, make someone like you, fuck them, and then ghost them, you should probably not pick somebody at the health clinic you work at who has a literal brain disorder. What the hell is wrong with you? Who does that? I didn't need the extra stress. I have enough. Jesus Christ. I really don't even know what's wrong with you. And then the fact that you put on this shitty fake happy act and pretend like everything's fine. You're so fake. You're like a wax doll or something. I don't know if there's anything real about you. Well good. You'll go far in advertising then, at least. 

I think I just want to delete you on Facebook and Instagram and change my next acupuncture appointment so that I don't have to see you again. I just feel really gross that I was so wrong about you. I know we didn't hang out for very long but I honestly liked you, and I thought I was a good judge of people. It freaks me out that I got so totally conned and had no idea. I got completely fucking played like an idiot by some gigantic midwestern douchebag. 

Fuck you and fuck the entire state of Michigan.