We're all a little bit crazy. Nobody could go visit a shrink and lay bare every nuance of their soul and come out of it diagnosed "normal." Some of us just hide it better than others.
Sometimes we get tired of trying to be normal, when nobody even knows what that is.
That's why I'm letting it all out, around you. I'm not trying to hide it anymore, I'm not trying to hide anything. It's bigger than you think.
I think I'm trying to see if I can drive you away. I think I'm testing you to see if my honest abnormalities are enough to scare you, to make you think I'm crazy, to make you want to leave.
I'm not sure if I'm doing it because I want you to leave or if it's because I want to make sure you're worth keeping.
Maybe I'm just doing it in the hopes that I'll find there is one person on earth who can accept me.
Oh, wow. That is quite terrifying.
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