Falling.

You know what? I'm not sure. I'm not sure at all. But I know that this makes me hurt inside and as much as I want to come up with another solution to dealing with this, a solution besides just not seeing you for a long time, I don't know what else to do. Because I'm tired of feeling this way. I'm tired of loving you when you don't love me back. I'm tired of needing you when I can't keep you, when I can't have you. And as much as it's going to suck I know that time is the only thing that will heal that. I need to feel like I'm at least working towards something; like I'm at least making progress instead of continuing to fall harder and harder for you.