FROM NOW ON YOU DUMB BITCH.
How long have you had this blog? How many times have you simped over some asshole who couldn't care less about you, who cheated on you and treated you like shit, and just went oooooooooh hes the ONE FOR ME. I JUST LOVE HIM SO MUCH. While he was obviously acting like you were a pile of steaming shit he'd just stepped in
Point is, your emotions literally can't be trusted. You pick the most god awful people, just because they're narcissistic manipulating liars and manage to convince you that they're good. You pick these obviously damaged people, most of whom have been abused as children, and you fall in love with who you think they are deep down in their hearts, and then you let them treat you like absolute fucking garbage. And you LET THEM, because oh DEEP DOWN THEYRE SUCH GOOD PEOPLE theyre just HURTING and you can HEAL THEIR PAIN with the POWER OF LOVE
Shut the fuck up. Just shut the fucking fuck up. This rage post isn't just about Tunny, it's the result of your inner voice being fucking SICK of the way you've let yourself be treated for OVER TEN YEARS. STOP IT. FUCKING STOP. I'm fucking TIRED OF IT. There is no love at first sight. There is no soul mates, or past lives, and even if there is, who fucking cares because it's not a good enough reason to let someone into your heart who is a SHITTY HUMAN BEING
I'm DONE. I'm OVER IT. I'm not saying I don't believe in real love, but these damaged ass people who just go on to damage you and offer you NOTHING worthwhile are NOT IT. They're NOT REAL LOVE. They never have been.
I swear to god the next time you give someone a chance, the next time you let yourself feel ANYTHING, which I guarantee won't be for a long ass fucking time, it's not going to be because you just FEEL SO MUCH. I don't give a FUCK about your feelings. Look where your stupid feelings have gotten us. BACK THE FUCK UP AND THINK FOR ONCE. Look at who someone actually IS. Get to know them, make them hang around and be in your life long enough to actually know who they are as a person and not just who they want to make you think that they are, before you let yourself feel ANYTHING. People are fucking LIARS and MANIPULATORS and you need to fucking protect yourself.
Over my dead fucking body will I let one more man in my entire LIFE treat me like a worthless piece of god damn garbage that feeds his ego while I fucking pine after him. Over my GOD DAMN BODY IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN.
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